I am so over this!

Hi.. I’m sorry it has been so long. The new chemo really, for lack of a better word, SUCKED! Today is day 9 and the first day I felt somewhat normal. It was very very painful… and my body is still reeling with aftershocks.

I am so over this.. done, over, fed up! However it’s not over yet so I’ll just have to suck it up and get back to work on kicking cancers ass. 2 more of these God awful chemos left. I’m praying they get easier not harder, but that’s unlikely so I have to prepare for the worst.

Tuesday I worked out with Carla and had to actually sit down during the workout! Today was different. I was able to push myself further and harder, so we did! And we will continue. My battle plan for the 5th chemo will need some tweaking.. but pain management will be a serious conversation with my oncologist.

In the meantime, I went and had lunch with my Sienna family yesterday. It was great to get out and see people and talk about something other than cancer ?. I am counting down the days to going back to a normal life…

First though… I will continue to fight this battle..