A day….

Today is a day… quite frankly it’s a pretty crappy day. Not because of cancer, but because there has just been too much and that makes the cancer even more annoying to deal with.

I got my PICC line this morning and saw the oncologist. Other than the pain of the line in my arm the rest is ok. I’ve got the clean bill of health and am all set to go for chemo tomorrow.

Where it all falls off the rails is when I was distracted by making my lunch and a “coneless” Keela sneaked away and go into something and ate it….. F! So when I realized I rushed her to the emergency vet. They induced vomiting but it didn’t work. So here we are, post op from last weeks blockage, to another potential blockage… I can’t cope… it’s just too much right now. My arm aches, I have chemo tomorrow, my hair is still falling out all over the place, and my beloved puppy is at serious risk.

Today is shitty f’ing day!

Lots of positivity my way would be much appreciated because right now I’m all out ?

  • Your dog is always getting into dopey trouble…she’s a serial Keela and must be stopped! Or just give up and start putting styrofoam and other noxious stuff in her bowl – clearly it’s missing from her diet. My mom’s cat used to eat tinsel off her Xmas tree and the damned thing kept the holiday spirit going in her litter box for weeks after the holidays. Hang in there!

  • I am sorry life is testing you so much and throwing thingsat you to test your limits. It sucks when you think, can it not be spread around to othersand give you a break…

    I send you positive karma, thoughts and keep you in my prayers for physical, mental and emotional strength.

    Your character will be near bullet proof after all these things are behind you… remember though you may feel alone, a long shoadow behind, beside and around you of people who love and care are there to support, cheer, listen and encourage you forward to the next difficult step!