Happy days!

The last few days have been good, very good. Not in the sense of anything exciting happening because I’m still bored out of my mind with doing mundane, day-to-day tasks, but in a spiritual and self acceptance type of way.

I read back to my posts just prior to my surgery. They reminded me of the feelings I had prior to surgery; foreboding, anxiety , frustration with my lack of control over what was going to happen. Now however I am free. That is the best way I can describe how I feel. Logically I guess this makes sense because the cancer has been cut out of me and we hope gone forever. I’m relieved knowing this.. the weight has been lifted and I am free.

I am also free of the bandages finally! NOW I can take a shower!

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I can’t wait for tomorrow to come!