The last few days have been good, very good. Not in the sense of anything exciting happening because I’m still bored out of my mind with doing mundane, day-to-day tasks, but in a spiritual and self acceptance type of way.
I read back to my posts just prior to my surgery. They reminded me of the feelings I had prior to surgery; foreboding, anxiety , frustration with my lack of control over what was going to happen. Now however I am free. That is the best way I can describe how I feel. Logically I guess this makes sense because the cancer has been cut out of me and we hope gone forever. I’m relieved knowing this.. the weight has been lifted and I am free.
I am also free of the bandages finally! NOW I can take a shower!
I can’t wait for tomorrow to come!